May. 4th, 2024

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I'm a Sagittarius Rising.

That puts my 12h in Scorpio and because of my birth date, my 12h contains my Jupiter which is retrograde in my natal chart.

As many of you who are into astrology know, the 12th house is the house of self-undoing, hidden enemies, and secrets. These are among many other things, but right now I am currently focusing on those.

Jupiter is expansion, luck, long distance, travel, learning, among many other things. But today I am going to focus on the luck factor of him.

Over the last two years, and especially in the last 2 months, I've been healing at an incredible rate—often in the background. Quite a few times, I have had realizations wash over me that I randomly were given, and that I have no idea where they came from. There have been many times as well that things turned out okay in the wash, and I have no idea how. And, all I can be is grateful.

Let's return to Winter 2022-2023 when I was settling my late husband's estate. There was minimal accounts to settle, and even the accounts without my name on them were resolved in a fashion that made it to where I did not have to go to probate court at all. I genuinely thought I would have to go to probate and lose a ton of money. But no. The Universe shone down upon me and I was able to have everything settled, including the house sale, by May 26. This was also the time where I had to figure out how to do my taxes again after 1.5 decades of not having to be the one to do them. I was able to grieve in a manner that was good to me, as well as work on reducing the panic attacks that were hitting often 6-7 times a day.

After that, I had to figure out how to pay for debt he left behind, as well as a car note that I was not prepared to take on. And somehow I have had money for every single payment without question. I thought I needed a job, so I went and walked in and got one easily. Granted, I ended up quitting it after seeing the writing on the wall for treatment of employees, but I made friends. I learned how to exit my shell, and how I wanted to show up in this world. So it was very healing for me.

All through this process, I was still working on my art business, and somehow I didn't lose it. Those that loved me stuck around, and they supported me without question as I navigated my new normal from going from what I thought was happily married, looking down the barrel at divorce, then thrust into the bends of being a widow. But at every turn I was supported. I was even given guidance about what to do and how to tie things up, and I will forever be grateful for that document I was given by a family friend.

Even today, I discovered important information had been leaked and I was able to take every precaution to prevent anything from ever coming of it. And now I am more protected than ever. It feels really good too. I'm proud of me because before it was something I wouldn't fight—instead simply hoping it would go away. Which isn't fair to me.

So here are my thoughts.

Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter. He is an incredibly benefic planet that takes care of his own. I do believe Sagittarius risings often don't realize how lucky they are as Jupiter often works behind the scenes to protect his people.

My Jupiter is retrograde in the 12th house of Scorpio. Scorpio is an extremely secretive sign. And it makes hidden things even harder to see. Secrets are stuffed down further—so much so that my mind often compartmentalizes it and I completely forget about it until it's relevant again.

I firmly believe that my 12th house genuinely blinds me to my luck, and that it isn't until I sit down and look at the gravity of the situations I've survived that I see it. Because every single example I provided could have wound up far worse than they did. I wasn't ruined. In fact, I got away from all of it relatively in tact given everything that happened—dare I say better than I was before in certain situations (i.e. - business).

And now I'm healing at a profoundly quick pace. Right now he is in the same house as my 6h Taurus Venus who normally he is opposing. And I believe she is involved in that fog as well. Her effects are shrouded by their opposition. So I won't see the self love I am giving myself until I see it manifest physically in this realm.

Jupiter is currently transiting my 6h until May 25. The 6th house rules the every day, routine, health, and other things. He is a healing planet and has been aiding me in healing my heart, my health, mental health, and many other things. Even recently I've started changing eating habits, drinking more water, walking, and getting things under control. I've been creating new rituals, making new friends, and coming out of the shell I'd placed myself into. I've went from being in agonizing pain every day, to having days where I genuinely don't hurt. I've went from sudden and crippling panic attacks to managing it without medication. I've grown my business. I've done so very much with him expanding my 6h. I have more to do, but in a year—after everything I've been through—I am beyond proud of my progress.

And I'm excited and grateful to see what he has to bring to my 7h after May 25.

So if you're a Sagittarius rising, please lean into your Jupiter. Remediate him. Gain his favor. Because the more you work with him, the even luckier you will be. And chances are, you won't ever know it. Just love him—and more importantly yourself—harder. 

~NMD

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